Time Warp .... If only I could !!

How many times have you felt nostalgic? So intense that there were few drops actually rolling on your cheeks. happens ? yeah it does ....
Once I was watching yet another show on Discovery/NatGeo kinda channel ... Time Warp ... yess that was d show. Isn't that a beautiful concept ? How would it feel if we can actually Slow down the Time or may be ..... Roll back the time.
Just by this thought on ma mind .... I was engulfed in tides- echoing many thought .... wat all n wat not ? Can I again go bak 2 those days ? Kind of warp time backwards ... a tune hits the soul again.... "If only I cud turn back time.. if only I cud say things I hide !!" ... AQUA ... a beautiful song indeed.

Cherished memories suddenly start going haywire...First day when I got my first ever friend in KG ... First time when I saw my OWN new Cycle my Dad bought for me.... the first time I had talked wit a Girl ...the day when I flaunted my Scrapbook, having special lines for me therein by Someone special.... The day someone gave u a nick name ... n u liked getting called by that name...though u dint like that ... but as it was given by sm1 special !! The day all of my frnds n I bunked on school n went for muvi ... every first day of school wen we used 2 get new books .. Jus can’t resist going thru all of'em @ once, n yeah ... that beautiful fragrance of newly printed books simply irresistible .. can we 4get that ? naah ... at least not in this life. School days jus pass by like that ... Jussst like that.

N then comes new life ... new horizons ... new friends ... the age of having "Crushes" ... which can't even be counted :P . Its like having wings .... flying high in d air ... letting life take us wherever it wants ... hehe ... many times I think ... there might be a possibility that ppl got confused while spellin Teenage ... other way round ... it should have been TIN age ... u ever realize ? ... while walking on stretch roads ... Like we play wit a Tin can ... the same way .... life plays wit us .... "TIN-AGE" ... ain't that rite buddy ?... sounds weird but yeah that’s how life's goes topsy-turvy in "that" span of time.

I wish at least once . I cud again experience these times. all those smiling faces ... departing hearts ... friendly hugs ... smiling tears.. cherishing those memories of "Bhiyya 2 chay dena ... 2 by 4" ... sharing even a small Wada-Pav between 3 frnz n fighting over BIG chunk of that Food. ... Shared Fruit salads in restros .... TTMM kind of parties in Low-budget but Big Hearts .....Aimless Bike rides on stretched Rainy roads .....shared feelings .... consoling friends .... " Ye nahi to Aur sahi ... Aur nahi to Aur sahi" kinda Attitude ... these things start getting outta our hands ... like dust in our hands on a sea shore .... we cud just watch ... simply cant do anything about it ...so we let go of it ... staring at own fist. same as we realize that this wud not be life after College days ... Simply awssm feelings ... flow of emotions ... still ..... we go on ... n on n on .... That’s how life is ...

"Standing' on a mama's porch
You told me it would last forever
Oh the way you held my hand
I knew that it was now or never
Those were the best days of my life " .......
.... true for all of us ... the only difference is ... sometimes we get to have gud times wit sm special frnds again .... n sometimes not ...
The air was full of joy ... first day of Job ... First day of having "FORMALs" instead of Jeans-n-Tees. not to mention Free (n yeah Unltd. ... Aur kya chahiye ?? :P) supply of Coffee. a typical Corporate culture .... we seem to be lost somewhere ... like "This is not the place where I wanted to be .." ... but then .... "GET ON WIT IT" ... as mind says .... and we get on wit that .... it may seem foolish ... but I never wanted to warp time to this time ... after all who the hell wants a Life (So called) in a Cage made of Gold ... where u cant even open ur wings of imagination.

After all this nostalgic Roll-a-costa ride .... jus lying in the Bean bag ... I realize .... the idea in itself seems cool ... but it is not wat is meant to be !!

Life's all like that. Full of laughs ... yet we fall short of them sometimes. Full of adventures ... still we find it so boring sm times .... Full of true frnz .... Still we find it full of false facade folks ...Full of Emotions .. yet full of "I'm not gonna think about this" kinda moments...full of chatting wit frnz ... yet handful of "LEAVE ME ... ALONE" things ....
Full of this n full of that ... n wat not ?

Baby .... that’s life ... We have to get on wit it ... So .... Keep Smiling always as u r ....
Still ..... if the Almighty sitting in the clouds .... grants me a wish .... like .... WWhooooosshhhhhhh ..... Say wateva u want ..... then I wud jus say .....
Ohh my lord .....

I will always have a cross to wear,
but the bolt reminds me I was there
So give me strength,
to face this test tonight
If only I could turn back time
If only I had said what I still hide
If only I could turn back time ..... if only I cud .....

-- KD.